Talk Cancer

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the montecini center in north county is actually ina neighborhood, actually the same neighborhood my bro and sister in, law live in- la costa- sacryhuh!  i have their brochure, but don’t know if i can go any further than that.  i dont’ know who to call or what to sat- although one good thing is, they are close.  i know a lot of people in that neighborhood though.  i just hope it’s not close to anyone i know. amy cherie

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i don’t have atherapist

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i feel embarrasses to discuss any thing like that.  i don’t know how people will judge me.  

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kay- there are so many things i feel the need to talk to someone about.  some have been plaguing my mind since i was a child.  i don’t know how to tell someone. i don’t thnk that i can.  i’m good at keeping to myself.  i’ve done it this long.- unfortunately, my past is catching up with me, and dragging me down with it. amy cherie

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      I just got this thread. I am so sorry, sweetie. I don’t know what to say. You sound so upset, and imho it sounds as if you are holding most of that "upset" back. Feel it, Amy, please. We are here for you–we are your net, and we won’t let you fall, I promise.  Feel it with us. You will not be left to crumble.      Damn. Please keep us updated. I have prayers going, that there is no more melanoma, that the present moles are benign….and I lit a candle for you, in your name today, that God pay special attention to our dear sweet, so loved Amy.   sigh.    But we’ll see, right?  No point except wasted energy, empty worry, to jump to conclusions. Take it as it comes.  Amy, shitty things  happen to people–but God, don’t give up hope–you are sooooo lucky–*you are not alone*! You have so many people here who cherish you! love to you. I am here, Aim. "How does the meadow-flower its bloom      unfold? Because the lovely little flower is free Down to its root, and in that freedom      bold." Wordsworth A Poet! He Hath Put His Heart To School. Emily

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