Talk Cancer

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I didn’t want to do this, post to the world I’m this sick, but  I don’t want people who care about me being mad for not knowing so I will. I have ALL-leukemia, stage 2. Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia. CHOP-VR induction therapy tomorrow.

so though I don’t know what your going through,I know it must be really tough…visit here any time… To live is to suffer,to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering                  -Roberta Flack   I  was so much older then,I’m younger then that now -Bob Dylan           "ALVINTCHASE"

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(((((((((Pannah))))))))) I’m sorry you’ve got to go through this.  I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed for a quick and full recovery. I’m glad you’re in Florida, you sound much happier there.  Keep doing what’s right for you. Sorry I haven’t responded to your earlier posts.  I haven’t known what to say…. Kylie. — Love cats? Visit The Bob Zone: http://bobzone.lheydon.shorturl.com

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – x-no-archive: yes I didn’t want to do this, post to the world I’m this sick, but  I don’t want people who care about me being mad for not knowing so I will. I have ALL-leukemia, stage 2. Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia. CHOP-VR induction therapy tomorrow.  I’ll NEVER wish that I was dead again. I left the cheating pig, didn’t even tell him, drove to Florida. It was very difficult, but I did it and had to do it and now I can say I did it and  I like that part. GOD IT’S HOT HERE! I’m living with my parents till I get my own place. We got Alexa too, parents got power of attorney over her and took her wth them here. She starts Catholic school tomorrow in a cute as pie uniform. She finally has her own real room, not some dumpy basement, and a nice bed for a princess and everything she needs. She is very happy. I am very happy to be here now, NY was worse than I thought at the time, looking back. My parents are filthy rich now. It’s amazing. They live in the gated community for the filthy rich GCFR, thats what I tell them. Every other driveway has a Lincoln, BMW, Mercedes< AUDI….these people are so rich they don’t even know what to do with it all.  It’s like paradise tho, palm trees swaying…the screened in back porch is bigger than half the downstairs, it is 15 feet from a lake with fountains and flamingos and ducks and baby ducks and there are anoles running all around and frogs stuck to the side of the house. The pool is like 2 olympic size pools put ttogether and there’s a workout room and aerobics and sauna and hottub and  in the house the bathroom is huge, there is a HUGE orgy size walk in shower, and a huge 4 -5 person bathtub! and a jacuzzi on the back porch! It’s awesome, and  I could stay here, there are 4-5 bedrooms 3 baths and plenty of space..Tho I gotta get my own place asap, cus I need my cable modem, this dialup crap sucks and my cat needs to be free. My  parents got him staying in my bedroom hiding from my grandfather so he doesn’t know he’s here. Poor phoenie! he isn’t complaining tho either! chasing anoles as they climb up the window screen.

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – x-no-archive: yes x-no-archive: yes I didn’t want to do this, post to the world I’m this sick, but  I don’t want people who care about me being mad for not knowing so I will. I have ALL-leukemia, stage 2. Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia. I think thats better than having CML. CML basically is an incurable genetic disease. ALL has very good chances for survival, and even good chances to get rid of it completely. I haven’t looked this up but I want to say for those who may not have first hand contact with cancer is that cancer is not an automatic death sentence. I used to think this until I had cancer twice. And I am still here. I’m still here, too. And right now I feel quite healthy. Thomas

Me too. Melanoma 1992. chelsea

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I am sorry to hear about your situation but hope that things will go the way they should—-am glad to hear that you are in a better place than before—sounds like heaven.  Think your parents would adopt me?  I have already been adopted once so I know the ropes…… Hugs Becky "I have seen the sea when it is stormy and wild; when it is quiet and serene; when it is dark and moody. And in all its moods, I see myself."      -Martin Buxbaum

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x-no-archive: yes I didn’t want to do this, post to the world I’m this sick, but  I don’t want people who care about me being mad for not knowing so I will. I have ALL-leukemia, stage 2. Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia. CHOP-VR induction therapy tomorrow.

Good luck.  I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you…. Sincerely Stewart —

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(((pannah))) I am sorry to hear this. You deserve some happiness, ya know?

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x-no-archive: yes I didn’t want to do this, post to the world I’m this sick, but  I don’t want people who care about me being mad for not knowing so I will. I have ALL-leukemia, stage 2. Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia. CHOP-VR induction therapy tomorrow.

Good luck with it. I’m hoping for the best. beat the heck out of the cancer. Ed   I’ll NEVER wish that I was dead again. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I left the cheating pig, didn’t even tell him, drove to Florida. It was very difficult, but I did it and had to do it and now I can say I did it and  I like that part. GOD IT’S HOT HERE! I’m living with my parents till I get my own place. We got Alexa too, parents got power of attorney over her and took her wth them here. She starts Catholic school tomorrow in a cute as pie uniform. She finally has her own real room, not some dumpy basement, and a nice bed for a princess and everything she needs. She is very happy. I am very happy to be here now, NY was worse than I thought at the time, looking back. My parents are filthy rich now. It’s amazing. They live in the gated community for the filthy rich GCFR, thats what I tell them. Every other driveway has a Lincoln, BMW, Mercedes< AUDI….these people are so rich they don’t even know what to do with it all.  It’s like paradise tho, palm trees swaying…the screened in back porch is bigger than half the downstairs, it is 15 feet from a lake with fountains and flamingos and ducks and baby ducks and there are anoles running all around and frogs stuck to the side of the house. The pool is like 2 olympic size pools put ttogether and there’s a workout room and aerobics and sauna and hottub and  in the house the bathroom is huge, there is a HUGE orgy size walk in shower, and a huge 4 -5 person bathtub! and a jacuzzi on the back porch! It’s awesome, and  I could stay here, there are 4-5 bedrooms 3 baths and plenty of space..Tho I gotta get my own place asap, cus I need my cable modem, this dialup crap sucks and my cat needs to be free. My  parents got him staying in my bedroom hiding from my grandfather so he doesn’t know he’s here. Poor phoenie! he isn’t complaining tho either! chasing anoles as they climb up the window screen.

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LOL! ok i will!!! your so funny! (((((( ferret )))))))

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Poor phoenie! he isn’t complaining tho either! chasing anoles as they climb up the window screen. tell him DON’T EAT THE LIZARDS! THEY"LL GIVE YOU A TUMMY ACHE!

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x-no-archive: yes Hang in there, pannah.

Thanks JOhn,..

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x-no-archive: yes Damn. I’m glad you told us, so you can get lots of good vibes and prayers and support and all the other good stuff that people can send. How are you feeling right now? Will the therapy make you feel worse for awhile? Anything specific I can do to help?

i have to have chemo, can you get me some pot? LOL! Wow, awesome. Brave. And yes, Florida is hotter than hell. Last time I was there I just laid around like a wet rag. The humidity is a killer. But it is very beautiful, too.

yes very beautiful, dont know why  took so long to come back here. doh. should have been here for years now.   Hahahaha! Sounds like you’re in the right place. Is there an alligator in that lake? My uncle told me that every natural body of water in Florida has at least one alligator. I think he was pulling my leg. What is an anole? Some sort of lizard?

yes its like a  little lizard. i dont know about the allgators tho, i hope not!   Sounds like a plan. Be well, pannah. My thoughts are with you.

thanks babe. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – chelsea

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hi rj thanks. lets get together soo, anytime, i’d love that. let me know when you want. i’m free from now till who knows when …long time

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – x-no-archive: yes we *have* to meet now that you’re so close. I’m sorry you’re sick that sucks. rj

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(((((((((((((((((((((((Pannah))))))))))))))))))))))))) Here is a big but gently hug for you. I am so sorry to learn that you are sick….. if you need to talk my email box is always open for you. Love, ~Ann

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((((((((((((((((Pannah)))))))))))))) I’m sorry to hear you’re ill. I’ll keep my fingers crossed that it all works out for the best. It’s amazing what they can do nowadays with the treatments. I’m glad to hear that you have a safe place to go to, with your parents. — Hugz, Connie=^..^=

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – x-no-archive: yes I didn’t want to do this, post to the world I’m this sick, but  I don’t want people who care about me being mad for not knowing so I will. I have ALL-leukemia, stage 2. Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia. CHOP-VR induction therapy tomorrow.  I’ll NEVER wish that I was dead again. I left the cheating pig, didn’t even tell him, drove to Florida. It was very difficult, but I did it and had to do it and now I can say I did it and  I like that part. GOD IT’S HOT HERE! I’m living with my parents till I get my own place. We got Alexa too, parents got power of attorney over her and took her wth them here. She starts Catholic school tomorrow in a cute as pie uniform. She finally has her own real room, not some dumpy basement, and a nice bed for a princess and everything she needs. She is very happy. I am very happy to be here now, NY was worse than I thought at the time, looking back. My parents are filthy rich now. It’s amazing. They live in the gated community for the filthy rich GCFR, thats what I tell them. Every other driveway has a Lincoln, BMW, Mercedes< AUDI….these people are so rich they don’t even know what to do with it all.  It’s like paradise tho, palm trees swaying…the screened in back porch is bigger than half the downstairs, it is 15 feet from a lake with fountains and flamingos and ducks and baby ducks and there are anoles running all around and frogs stuck to the side of the house. The pool is like 2 olympic size pools put ttogether and there’s a workout room and aerobics and sauna and hottub and  in the house the bathroom is huge, there is a HUGE orgy size walk in shower, and a huge 4 -5 person bathtub! and a jacuzzi on the back porch! It’s awesome, and  I could stay here, there are 4-5 bedrooms 3 baths and plenty of space..Tho I gotta get my own place asap, cus I need my cable modem, this dialup crap sucks and my cat needs to be free. My  parents got him staying in my bedroom hiding from my grandfather so he doesn’t know he’s here. Poor phoenie! he isn’t complaining tho either! chasing anoles as they climb up the window screen.

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x-no-archive: yes I didn’t want to do this, post to the world I’m this sick, but  I don’t want people who care about me being mad for not knowing so I will. I have ALL-leukemia, stage 2. Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia. CHOP-VR induction therapy tomorrow.  I’ll NEVER wish that I was dead again.

I’m glad you told us, now we can send you good vibes/thoughts. My prayers are with you..

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Poor phoenie! he isn’t complaining tho either! chasing anoles as they climb up the window screen.

tell him DON’T EAT THE LIZARDS! THEY"LL GIVE YOU A TUMMY ACHE!

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