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Oh yes beatings….When I was a kid my grandmother scrubbed my scrotum with a floor scrub brush! She used to say cleanliness is next to godliness.. It took me along time to remember that. The useless and stupid I got from my stepdad. Funny how I turned out to prove him wrong! A few years before he died he had back surgery and I went over to see my mom and him. I was sitting in his room with him, nobody speaking and he uttered these words of love *I always thought you would shoot me from behind a tree* Such a special man. Yes I have let all that and more go for my own sake and I am better for it. I wish you well, toad – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – no my depression was brought on in my childhood by repeated beatings and false claims that i am useless and stupid and never will be anything more . don’t you love it when they not only decide we are useless, they go on to insure it. dennis ICQ 71297942 Oh! somewhere in this favored land the sun is shining bright; The band is playing somewhere, and somewhere hearts are light And somewhere men are laughing, and somewhere children shout But there is no joy in Mudville — mighty Casey has Struck Out

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Hi group Toad here. I guess I will stick around (ref: previous post) because even though I seem to be kinda wacko at times, it takes one to know one. Also nobody has told me to leave yet. <snip I’ve had some enormous stresses from health troubles the past year or so and this time around, I made sure to do what my body demanded: reduce the load. It seems to have helped me avoid major depression (knock wood!) this time.

Thank’s for your *put* Wombn. My problem last time was I didn’t see the train coming before I got run over. Let’s see 14 years hi-stress job, finally quit (no choice). Then within 2 years father in law stroked twice, then massive hemorrhage brain dead, he is gone now. Next my dad stroked lot’s of diabetes problems and on the last stroke we had to do 24 hour home care (feeding tube and more). Then my mom had a cancer cut out or her cervix. Then she hemorrhage from the intestine. So when all that was done and people were in the ground I went back to working on my property burning stumps and such. Also in the next year after the deaths my sister and I stayed in constant contact with my mother because she was grieving and not doing very well. I can tell you, it is sure hard on a guy to have his mother crying all the time. It makes you feel like shit. Anyway back to *my* story. I was working away on the property 8 hours a day with chain saw and tractor burning and clearing and I guess according to my wife there was a week that I seemed *off* to her and buy the end of the week I was in the hospital, clinic really. SEE IT COMING! That was last July and I am still digging out of the hole. I am not sure what I have accomplished here other than answer you back but I needed to get that out. Thanks, toad

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I thought I had an ulser (I was 19 at the time!) because I felt nauseas all the time. Turned out to be anxiety disorder and depression, manifesting themselves as physical problems. Or, more likely, I ignored how depressed and anxious I was because I was raised to just ignore emotional problems, and only acted when they began to effect my physical health. Kylie. — "Yoda of Borg are we: Futile is resistance. Assimilate you, we will".

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi group Toad here. I guess I will stick around (ref: previous post) because even though I seem to be kinda wacko at times, it takes one to know one. Also nobody has told me to leave yet. My question for the group today is: was your depression brought on by physical illness. My self, blood pressure meds, 5 bulged discs, carpel tunnel and more more more. Oh yess i.b.s. that gives me a very shity disposition. Joke here! If you can relate let me know. ps. it *the dog* runs in my family so it get it both ways. Oh happy days. toad, just waiting for my colostomy bag.

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No, not brought on by physical illness. Health’s always been excellent. Dunno why that should be as I’ve done nothing for it. ***

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Hi group Toad here. I guess I will stick around (ref: previous post) because even though I seem to be kinda wacko at times, it takes one to know one. Also nobody has told me to leave yet. My question for the group today is: was your depression brought on by physical illness. My self, blood pressure meds, 5 bulged discs, carpel tunnel and more more more. Oh yess i.b.s. that gives me a very shity disposition. Joke here! If you can relate let me know. ps. it *the dog* runs in my family so it get it both ways. Oh happy days. toad, just waiting for my colostomy bag.

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Hi group Toad here. I guess I will stick around (ref: previous post) because even though I seem to be kinda wacko at times, it takes one to know one. Also nobody has told me to leave yet. My question for the group today is: was your depression brought on by physical illness. My self, blood pressure meds, 5 bulged discs, carpel tunnel and more more more. Oh yess i.b.s. that gives me a very shity disposition. Joke here! If you can relate let me know. ps. it *the dog* runs in my family so it get it both ways. Oh happy days. toad, just waiting for my colostomy bag.

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